>> well, i hope it doesn't. it won't happen again with me and, clearly, you know, i've never promised to be perfect. i would love to be, but i'm not. >> well, you say the rules -- >> when i feel that i have made a mistake, i try to correct it. >> you say the rules were ambiguous prior to last year and you didn't know what the rules were. we found the 2008 scholarship application and, on it, it says, quote, employees and/or relatives of cbc members, cbc spouses, cbc foundation, the board of directors, are ineligible for the scholarship program. we went back and found the 2006 guidelines from four years ago and it says the exact same things, employees and/or relatives of cbc members, cbc spouses, cbc foundation, the board of directors are ineligible for the scholarship program. that seems not ambiguous. >> i didn't even realize they were in print, as i indicated. i have no reason not to tell the truth. i did not know they were in print.